this is the first day of my last days. i built it up now i take it apart climbed up real high now fall down real far. no need for me to stay the last thing left i just threw it away. i put my faith in god and my trust in you now there's nothing more fucked up i could do.

wish there was something real wish there was something true wish there was something real in this world full of you

i'm the one without a soul i'm the one with this big fucking hole. no new tale to tell twenty-six years on my way to hell. gotta listen to your big time hard line bad luck fist fuck. don't think you're having all the fun you know me i hate everyone.

i want to but i can't turn back but i want to